I don’t know how to describe this day. It has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. But something always tops it all. Pain. I don’t know why this is always the case. It always comes back to this word. Pain. Have I not let go yet? Have I not moved on yet?
It has been days since I last talked to her. I never know when or how. After what happened between us or what I think happened. Everything has been a blur to me since that day.
With the other girl I haven’t had a conversation with her in I think 2 months already. It’s sad. Very sad. I don’t really share this with anyone cause I think their sick of the same story.
But there is always a bright side. I hope. I’m always waiting.